I hate drunk girls, nothing annoys me more on erf than a girl who cannot hold down her alcohol and/or doesn’t know when to stop drinking then becomes a real nuisance to me. Do you girls realise that it’s the un-sexiest, most un-glam thing on ERF to see a drunk girl make a mockery of herself in public due to alcohol? Not to mention become a real inconvenience to me and spoil my night.

If money wasn't a common demoniator for social class. We would all be living in a different world where everyone respected each other and would be kind and nice to each other because we were equal.

We are who you are because of what bad we have been through in the past. It's shaped us to become who we are today, a better or worst version of ourselves. And we should never stop chasing what we want, we should never stop chasing our dreams. 

No one really has life all figured out, we just live a pre expected life that society and family set out for us. Not what god intended some times, some are gifted to find a smoother way in life than others but before we pass judgement on them remember that everyone has a differnt story and experiences in life. 

If the mistakes we make in life, are suppose to teach us lessons? Then why is it a double edged sword. 

What do you do when your confronted with the anger from the past and the fear that it may return. We all give up people we care for from time to time, to what level is determined by the feelings we have for them. Sometimes the saying "other before thy self" has a whole new meaning when you come to term with another saying "practice what you preach" 

Favorite song of the moment...

The tell tale signs you care too much for someone is when they hurt you with the smallest of words and you feel it like a dagger to your heart. 

Well, if you've been through various relationships as i have. When someone tells you its her not me, well she actually means its you. So quietly packing stuff and slowly distancing is just tell-tale signs that's its going to be over.

All i can do is wait now for those "never want to be heard" sentences.

We must shift the way we see things from day to day, if we cloud our lives with heartache, anger, hate, and depression we are merely affirming that the devils legion of darkness is taking over us, i know what that feeling feels like and i will never ever go back to where i was ever again, but sadly lately ive fogotten many things and let myself slip into the darkness. I forgot that i should, each and everyday take a few minutes to focus on the day's task, close my eyes and think of the place that makes you happy or the people or person who brings you in to total bliss and that clams your heart and soul, and then start your day!! I have lost that bliss, and ever since i left melbourne ive been trying very hard to find it again, but ive failed and constantly find myself lost and figuring my way again, i do however sometimes imagining that im in Citylife melbourne sitting in the Row of seats i always sit at and let the word of God consume me ( Its my church in aussie by the way ) and the way it changed me, Those are my happy places and great times in my life. I know i cant think of beautiful sunset's now because ive lost mine, or the sweet sweet rising sun's, or wonderful beach views or even peaceful places like waterfall's, I cant think of those places because well its nice to view them with someone you love beside you rather then being alone, Till the day i can share those places with someone and who loves me in return, i wish i could be back in the place that made me truly happy... But i know so-long that i am stuck here in KL i will never, and life on a daily basis for me is dreadful...

“If you can find a path with no obstacles, it probably doesn't lead anywhere.” - Frank A. Clark quotes

Look's like its just me and you soon blog, a lot has happened and there has been no outlet for me. I thought i was strong like before, but i was wrong. As much as i try to help others, apparently im arrogant and egoistical in my preaches and i except that. Thou shalt not condemn those against me, but say a prayer that one day they would forgive me if i am wrong.

We should never let anyone else dictate our lives, but if it ourselves who view things sometimes that is true damaging, sometimes its the words of others, sometimes its others actions, true that it is only words but i know that some of the words spoken are honest. You are who you think you are, and by saying that i know that i am lost.

End Note: I hope that you would find someone better than i was, greater than i was, and nothing like i was. “May the love hidden deep inside your heart find the love waiting in your dreams. May the laughter that you find in your tomorrow wipe away the pain you find in your yesterdays.” Its not the end, but i know its coming. I'm not prepared but it something that has to be done.

“It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; because there is not effort without error and shortcomings; but who does actually strive to do the deed; who knows the great enthusiasm, the great devotion, who spends himself in a worthy cause, who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement and who at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly. So that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat.” - Theodore Roosevelt

You gain strength, courage, and confidence by each experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, "I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along." You must do the thing you think you cannot do. Fears are nothing more than states of mind fear comes from uncertainty. When we are absolutely certain, whether of our worth or worthlessness, we are almost impervious to fear. Thus a feeling of utter unworthiness can be a source of courage. I believe that anyone can conquer fear by doing the things he fears to do, provided he keeps doing them until he gets a record of successful experience behind him.

Not enjoyment, and not sorrow is our destined way, but to act that each tomorrow may find us further than today.

Take control of your destiny. Believe in yourself. Ignore those who try to discourage you. Avoid negative sources, people, places, things and habits. Don't give up and don't give in...

"Life is the coexistence of all opposite values. Joy and sorrow, pleasure and pain, up and down, hot and cold, here and there, light and darkness, birth and death. All experience is by contrast, and one would be meaningless without the other." - Deepak Chopra

~Dreamer~

Learning is never done without errors and defeat.

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::LIFE PRAYER'S::

"May God Be with the people i love and care for, and that he may touch them as he has touched me may God Bless Them All!"

Our Father, who art in heaven hallowed be thy Name, thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever and ever. Amen.

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Quotes.

“Never let your memories be greater than your dreams.” – Doug Ivester

“If you can find a path with no obstacles, it probably doesn't lead anywhere.”

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"Life i a perception of your thoughts, think it, believe in it, and do it."

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